everything is on hold – two years on

As it is two years since we released our first album, everything is on hold, it feels like a good time to reflect on it- the themes of the songs and the stories of their creation.

Video stream of the whole album

The earliest songs from the album come from 2015 and prior. Soon after getting the masters back for our first two EPs, Different Seas and Mackerel, and energised by our record deal with indie label Folkstock, Simon and I were both writing and recording a lot of new demos. Some of them eventually found their way onto this album in some shape or form. 

2015 gigging (photo by Helen Meissner)

We laid down the initial guitar parts for the album versions in the summer of 2015 at a small studio and then slowly added other elements to them in what started feeling like quite a faltering and sporadic process. By the end of 2016- the year we embarked on our first Canada tour and released ‘Mackerel’ – we had something resembling a finished product. Except it just didn’t feel finished. Sometimes we’d listen through and just instinctively know it wasn’t really there.

At the start of 2017, we took the decision to leave what we’d recorded and start again. We started with Bilzerian. Using haphazardly programmed drum machines rather than click tracks, we found that our performances had a lot more spirit and feel to them. We now had an extra year or so of playing the songs live, too, meaning we were able to focus more on performing them, rather than just playing them correctly. During that time, ’Get On Your Skates’ from our second EP was playlisted by a popular YouTube channel and the resulting updraft from that spurred us on more. We wrote a lot of new songs in this time and the handful that made it onto the album are probably now my favourite tracks. Simon and I spent a lot of time jamming on the ideas and crafting the arrangements, and I think that collaborative spirit gives the album a unique energy that I’m proud of.

I think I’ll always wonder what could have happened with this record if a label or publisher had picked it up. It’s not an album that is suited to the hyperbole, evangelism and fast churning nature of online music promotion, nor to a listening format that operates primarily through playlists. But I believe that, over time, it will come to mean a large amount to a small number of people and, no matter how statistically driven the music industry is, that is preferable to me over the inverse.

Lie

The song outro for this came from an old voice note called ‘banjo freakout’, which was just the banjo bit at the end going round interminably. The rest of the song was composed on piano and, in the process of translating it onto guitar and banjo, changed hugely in character from a sort of elegant ballad to some weird grunge-bluegrass hybrid. The loud-quiet alternation between verse and chorus is very inspired by ‘No. 13 Baby’ by Pixies as is, I suppose, the ending! It was fun to record- especially the end sequence which we spent a lot of time working on, trying to balance the repetition of the banjo part against some sense of forward momentum. The song is about simultaneously feeling shut out of something but being fully aware of its artifice. At seven minutes long, it’s not a particularly commercially-minded way to start the album, but we were keen to foreground the slightly more angular aspects of what we do.

Loner

I wrote this song a long time before we recorded it, when I barely knew how to play guitar and was retuning it to find an easier way to play ‘Woodstock’ by John and Beverley Martyn. I was so energised and happy when I first came up with it- in subsequent recording attempts I found it difficult to capture the excitement of that first demo… until this version. Like all of these, there’s a bit of semi-autobiographical stuff woven into the lyrics which is too embarrassing to tell anyone about. I think I’d also been listening to a lot of ‘Good Morning, Good Morning’ as the phrase structures and time changes are oddly reminiscent of it.

A Slender Thread

This is a song about yearning for change- a ‘grass is greener’ idea. At the time I wrote it, I was playing at a lot of festivals on weekends, getting these little glimpses of a touring musician’s life, then back to work in the week. It was a strange, melancholy juxtaposition that we hopefully captured here. The title comes from a book by mountaineer and writer Stephen Venables that I saw in the bookcase when looking around for a name. It stuck as it somehow evokes the themes of the song and, weirdly, I’ve heard this phrase in so many contexts since then. I often try to create a sense of tonal ambiguity in my music and with this song, I tried to make it read in both D major and E minor simultaneously. The riff and the melody both came to me in a car journey home from a festival and I recorded it as soon as I got back.

209

(Over to Simon): 209 is the first time I succeeded in writing an entire song in one go, without logging sections of a song and trying to merge them together at a later date. The result is probably the most cohesive song I’ve written to date, though the subject of the song remains a point of slight embarrassment. The song is based loosely on personal experience of arranging a date, only to get cold feet about it. I wanted to describe someone in a beaten up “new driver” car who turns around mid journey and drives to the middle of nowhere instead of meeting their date. In the song I included a car called a Peugeot 209 (hence the title), which at the time I didn’t realise wasn’t a model of Peugeot – they made them all the way up to 208, after all. I kept the lyric however, and it now serves as a somewhat tenuous metaphor for what could’ve happened, but never did.

Simon’s original demo for the song

Afloat

(Rob): A friend who I did a fair amount of recording work with was going through a slump where none of his artistic efforts seemed to be landing the way he thought they would. I wrote this song as a reflection on the precariousness of these endeavours and an exploration of the compromises we sometimes make with ourselves or others in our life journeys. The song started out as a ukulele-based folk song which I had no real intention of recording but, when restringing a guitar, I found that this song worked perfectly in whatever tuning I was in at the time. This sort of got the song back on its feet and it begun taking on the bossa nova influence and the heavier ending sequence. I’d been listening to a lot of Hejira and Turbulent Indigo by Joni Mitchell around the time I recorded my guitar part for this which probably explains the way it sounds. Simon’s slide guitar at the end is a combination of single and double speed guitar… sadly Viv Stanshall was not available to announce this.

What’s On Your Mind

This started out as a piano-based idea that I played along to the bossa nova rhythm preset on my keyboard. I then used an online drum machine to create the weird illusory rhythm that begins the song. I really enjoyed messing around with pitch sliding on the guitar, creating some microtonal inflections as well as that big drop in the solo. It’s one of the last songs that was written for this album. It’s about technology and how it forces so many of us into the dual role of victim and perpetrator- simultaneously addicted to and dependent on technology while also complicit in its rise and the terrible conditions in which it is manufactured. The narrator here is a sort of self-made, egotistical lifestyle guru who preaches liberation from ‘the system’ while also depending on it for promoting themselves. There’s lots of percussion in this track – kit drums, cajon, muted piano strings and some very offbeat handclaps.

Dormant

(Simon): I came up with the basis of this song amidst the frustration associated with final year university exams. I hadn’t left the house much in weeks, I was staying up late, and every evening I’d hear the sounds of people passing through the street, simply enjoying themselves. I longed for this, and so ‘Dormant’ was initially a reflection of my own lifestyle at the time. This thought extends further however, to include the wider state of our society, how most are forced by circumstance into a life framed around the working world and its routines, yet long for something more meaningful.

Simon’s original demo

New Year Morning

(Rob): I wrote this song one rainy new year’s day, feeling fairly hungover and sorry for myself, and on the verge of a new chapter in my life. The initial spark came from a song called ‘Nonna’ by Pascal Babare- after a phase of writing some quite esoteric and dense stuff, this track reminded me of the value of just sitting with a guitar and trying to write something that got to the point. It went through so many different versions and arrangements over the course of about three years until I randomly heard ‘Knockin’ on Heaven’s Door’ for the first time in a while and tried moving a lot of the harmonic and textural detail into the vocal accompaniment. It was the first track from the album that my friend Giles and I mixed together and it was released on New Year’s Day 2018.

Clouds

This song is about seeing someone struggling deeply with depression. At the time of writing the song, I was visiting my parents who were working out in New Zealand. I’d arrived only a day before, was very jet-lagged and had caught a really bad cold on the flight. My parents went out, leaving me to my own devices for the evening so that I wouldn’t pass on the cold. I think the combination of solace, disorientation and general flu-like symptoms as I sat with a guitar in a spaced-out stupor imbued this song with a directness that doesn’t always come naturally to me. In a similar way to ‘A Slender Thread’, I tried to make this song scan in two different keys simultaneously. 

Bilzerian

I remember the morning I wrote this so well. I’d gone through a semi-ironic obsession with Burt Bacharach’s ‘My Little Red Book’ and this classic. The melodic idea was percolating in my head for a while and I realised I had to try and write it or be haunted by it forever. As I loaded up Facebook that morning, I saw a sponsored post by American celebrity poker player Dan Bilzerian, showing off his extreme wealth and opulent lifestyle. Reading comments from his followers who both idolised and derided him, I tried to write a love song from his perspective- one that saw love and relationships with a purely transactional mindset. The song now had a shape, but the true comedy came from the addition of the bass, the jollity of which seemed to represent the innocent kid underneath Bilzerian’s machismo- someone who just wanted to be loved, happy etc. My clarinet happened to be by my desk so in another ‘screw it’ moment, I hacked through the solo on that. Every time I listened back I would add more and more random bits of syncopation to the drums. It was a hilarious summer morning and I recall it fondly as a less hurried time where I used to joke around and write stuff that I had no particular intention of doing anything with. Ironic, then, that this somehow ended up on the album. It’s one of my favourite songs to play live because the abrupt ending only two minutes into the song (or sometimes just 90 seconds if we’re playing it faster) almost always gets a confused laugh from the audience.

Time? Why? Explain

I woke up early on a spring morning, suddenly freaking out about the future and how it was on its way, regardless of what I did or didn’t do. That day I scribbled down the words to this song. It’s about the fear of time passing and of getting older, as well as the imperfect, idealised way we remember the past. The arrangement initially sounded like ‘A New England’ by Billy Bragg until I pilfered a ukulele part from another song I’d written. The title comes from an episode of This American Life called ‘Fermi’s Paradox’, and was a question put to poet Matt Salyer by his young daughter which felt very evocative. I emailed him to request permission to use the title and he was super relaxed about it. It is ironic that a song about the trap of nostalgia has become quite nostalgic for me to listen to.

Running In Sunlight : album musings

Well, it’s been two weeks since we released Running In Sunlight, our second full length album, on all streaming services and music stores. We’ve been really heartened by the positive reception it has received and I’m so grateful to everyone who’s got in touch about it!

I thought I’d write a few words about the songs – the lyrics and a little about the writing and recording process. Obviously, songs come to mean very different things for different people and these explanations are just what sparked the lyrics, not necessarily the only way they can be read. Writing lyrics can be a very stream-of-consciousness, automatic thing and often the songwriter has to work just as hard to interpret their own songs as anyone else.

With that disclaimer out of the way, here are some listening links followed by my musings about the tracks.

RS

Changes

This was a really fun song to create and record, using DADEAD, a tuning I only discovered relatively recently. The sliding chromatic riff and percussive guitar backbeat evoke for me the feel of an old caravan rolling clunkily through some desert landscape. There are all sorts of odd elements in this song – a pitched down ukulele that was recorded in at a faster tempo, Simon’s flamenco-inspired guitar, the oddly timed key changes and a loudspeaker-routed guitar solo at the end. This song was like a spool of thread that untangled itself in quite unpredictable ways. Writing it was a strange, enjoyable journey through some new harmonic possibilities.

It’s a song about inequality and how unprecedented changes in society can lead to more entrenchment of these differences. I wrote it the year before the pandemic hit but it has obviously felt a lot more relevant since. There’s a sort of grim stoicism at the song’s core- it’s not exactly uplifting but not too forlorn, either.

You Never Had Control

When I was around fourteen, my dad suggested I read a newspaper once a week so that I’d have an idea of what was going on in the world. Although I don’t think I ever managed that level of regularity and always felt like I was slightly out of the loop, I had a passing idea of what was happening in the UK and abroad. It seems strange how detached it all felt (bar some obvious exceptions), considering how interwoven ‘the news’ is to everything now. It’s not a bad thing for the most part if it encourages people to engage with the big issues and challenges we face- but I don’t doubt that it has an impact on the human psyche.

Things like Twitter, which brings the news in instantly (or even makes the news itself!), made ‘current events’ a far more compelling thing to engage with. I don’t know when it was that I flipped from feeling guilty about my ignorance of the news to feeling bad about spending too much time on my phone reading it, but I guess the increased speed of technology had something to do with it, not to mention the litany of horrors that continue to manifest around the world.

‘You Never Had Control’ is an exploration of being continually presented with world events that are totally outside of one’s ability to prevent. It’s an acceptance that the act of observation changes little, or nothing, and how powerless that can make one feel. Ultimately I guess it’s just a ‘note to self’ to limit my time online and proactively try and work towards positive change in the real world.

Thanks to our old friend Hamilton Gross for contributing his beautiful violin playing to this song.

Three Cars

Some time in 2018 I was on a stroll through a relatively leafy suburb and saw a large house with three luxury sports cars parked outside. These cars were identical models in different colours. The personalised number plates had the person’s name followed by a number. They were parked in ascending order. 

I was pretty weirded out by this display and kept thinking about it. Don’t get me wrong, there are some cool cars out there, but the idea of working in a high powered, demanding job to collect three of the same sports car, knowing full well that a human can only drive one car at a time (so far), baffled me. I’ve never seen anything like it before or since.

Halfway through the following year, when I was driving along a country road and in the process of a clearly indicated right turn into a driveway, someone tried to overtake me and wrote off my car and his own (and very nearly both our lives as we knew them, arguably). As he paced around on the phone to his insurance company and I looked at the crumpled sports car he’d been driving, I reflected on how something historically intended to transport people safely from A to B had become both a trophy and a trap for someone who had spent the whole day at work and was racing back to savour a few hours of freedom and rest. Fragments of the above two tenuously related anecdotes are hazily interwoven into what is admittedly a pretty stream-of-consciousness song.

‘Three Cars’ was a pretty late addition to the track list for the album- the lyrics were knocking around for about six months before the music. The melody was formulated on the guitar in pretty much the same way it’s played now. I tried to make the song drift back and forth between two different keys (D major and E minor) in an attempt to capture the restlessness of consumerism, the idea of ‘the grass being greener on the other side.’ Simon contributed some euphonium chorale accompaniment via WeTransfer (we were well into the first lockdown by the time of this recording) and the sound of my neighbours talking over their garden fences to each other is faintly audible at the end of the song. It really feels like a snapshot of a peaceful moment in all the chaos of last year, and of the town I have since moved away from.

Yongo / 四五

At some point during Trump’s reign I started referring to him, purely in my own brain, as ‘yongo’, which is a loose translation into Japanese of ’45’. It somehow made him sillier and easier to compartmentalise in a time where his politics seemed to be pervading every news broadcast and conversation. I was disturbed by the aggressive nationalism he epitomised which was surging across the world- an open cynicism and cruelty that seemed rather popular with the electorate. This obsessive jingoism often seemed to wrap itself in the language and imagery of military heroism and sacrifice, particularly relating to World War Two, while embodying many of the authoritarian, callous traits that were quelled in that conflict.

‘Yongo / 四五’ is a sort of hypothetical conversation with a politician or journalist who’s been drawn into this web of defensiveness and aggression, reframing the huge military sacrifice of 1939-45 to justify whatever their own political standpoint happens to be. I wrote it when I accidentally discovered my genteel, elderly neighbour was secretly a prolific far-right Twitter troll.

The song was kicking around for about six months with a very basic, strummed accompaniment before I landed on the driving guitar riff. Most of the vocal harmonies are just the lead vocals digitally retuned to different pitches, leading to some quite strange harmonic clashes that we might not have thought of with a more conventional approach. There’s also a cool octaver effect on the guitar, creating a glitchy bass that really brought the song to life.

Wind The Bobbin Up

This is the first song that I wrote chronologically for this album and is the first in DADEAD tuning that I wrote. In a harmonic sense it was heavily influenced by 90s bands: Liz Phair, Beck, Pavement etc. It was inspired – would that be the word? – by a hot, muggy day in a studio working on a short film soundtrack. All the computers kept overheating and I was hungry and lightheaded. I wrote this song while giving my eyes a break from the screen.

Different Seas

This song goes back a long way. It was pretty much the first song (i.e. with vocals) I ever wrote that I was happy with. It was heavily inspired by ‘Motion Pictures’ from Neil Young’s album On The Beach, which I listened to almost every night on a 30 day walk along the Camino De Santiago. The original version of the song was recorded at walking pace- I can still picture the landscape I was strolling through as I started trying to cement the melody and lyrics.

This piano arrangement of the song, combined with Simon’s more mellow vocals, creates a more resigned and less defiant tone. It probably reflects a shift in feeling about the subject matter itself. A chaotic and confusing fall-out about which you’re certain you’re in the right ends up not being quite so clear cut when you revisit it from a more distant, detached perspective.

I Wanted Us To Be

This is one of the two ‘sad songs’ that appear back to back on this album. It’s a weirdly literal song about corporate greed and how often it can triumph over cooperation and community spirit; about people and organisations who deny the evidence of climate catastrophe (‘that sees what it wants’) and then continue to harvest the planet for their own enrichment (‘and wants all it sees’). Again, this song uses the DADEAD tuning that has become such a goldmine of new riffs and chord progressions for me recently. It’s inspired by Joan Armatrading and early Joni Mitchell albums, as you can probably hear.

Rachel sings lead on this one- it naturally seemed to really suit her range and delivery. It’s just really nice to have a song for her in the Sandtimer collection. Simon added some choral euphonium parts which help the song transcend its humble acoustic origins.

Canadian Boating Song

A few years ago, my grandmother on my Mum’s side gave us a lot of her old sheet music. There was a book from the early 1900s with a collection of folk songs, hymns and dance tunes. I went through the book and found this one – a song written by Irish poet Thomas Moore in 1804. There was something about the melody and words that felt like it might suit a more contemporary adaptation and there are only a few versions of it kicking around online. I hope we captured something of the spirit of the song and brought something new to it too.

Cynical As Me

A ‘golden rule’ I try and follow is to never write a song complaining about being in a band and trying to ‘make it in the music biz’. It’s such a specific experience to complain about that probably doesn’t resonate particularly with people who aren’t trying to do these specific things. There’s also a certain amount of inherent privilege in being in a position to pursue musical endeavours that it feels a bit… well, lame to slag it off.

Anyway, the rule was broken. ‘Cynical As Me’ is a song about being in a band and trying to make it as a musician. I was warning another musician about something industry-related – low streaming royalties, a payola situation or an unscrupulous promoter – but suddenly realised how cynical it sounded from the perspective of someone who had only just started out on their musical career. I imagined myself as the reverse of the genie from Aladdin, performing some sort of upbeat musical number talking the main character through the new situation he was in, but with an almost absurd, comedic level of cynicism.

The narrator in this song- this cynical, nihilistic sage- is a constructed character, but I think any musician can probably relate to at least some of this stuff- unanswered emails, gigs with totally random lineups, the elation of a breakthrough followed by an abrupt return back down to earth. Maybe the lyrics are broad enough that non-musicians may connect with it in some way; I don’t know.

Composition-wise, this is tapping into the folkier seam that runs alongside whatever else one might call our music. Our friend Hamilton Gross also contributed some wonderful violin playing to the recording. There’s a moment right near the end of this song where the arrangement suddenly transforms into something much broader and brighter, and it’s the first time I’ve ever used sidechain bass compression in a Sandtimer recording. It might not be the last!

Empty

The previously mentioned ‘golden rule’ about not writing songs about the music industry is broken for the second time here. Surfing Twitter one day in early summer, 2019, I saw a band announce that they were calling it quits. They didn’t seem like the kind of band that would need to give up for financial reasons (though with streaming royalties what they are, you cannot necessarily assume this) and I was shocked and unsettled by their announcement.

It made me wonder about the idea of success and fulfilment in music. So much of the time, musicians will look at someone they think of as more successful than them and think, ‘if I could just get to that point, I’d be happy’. The question is, is there a rung of that ladder that anyone can reach and feel placated? I once hung out with a band who’d filled a huge hall with people who knew every word of their songs… they still seemed to feel that they’d reached the end of the road. There is obviously some sort of existential difficulty at the heart of a musical career that, in some ways, probably has a lot of parallels with life in general.

There’s a lot of self-deprecation in the lyrics of Empty: semi-humorous rationalisations and a propensity for chain-drinking tea and coffee while procrastinating. I changed most of the lyrics in an attempt to swerve away from this confessional style but Simon encouraged me to keep them in their original form. Hopefully it was worth the gamble.

Empty is a song about why people do music, why they persevere, but also why they might stop. It’s also about getting older and facing up to big decisions. I doubt you’re going to see this song in any big playlists or hear it pumping out of car stereos any time soon but it’s an acknowledgement and interrogation of the insecurities we all sometimes experience in some shape or form, and I’m glad we released it.

Elk River Blues

I think I first heard this on YouTube while looking for old time fiddle tunes with time changes in them- something I have a slightly nerdy obsession with. It’s originally by someone called Ernie Carpenter from West Virginia. He composed it as a lament for his hometown, located on the Elk River, which was flooded upon construction of a dam. We’ve been playing it live for a while, often using it as an intro for ‘Get On Your Skates’, but we have recorded it very differently here. Simon did the arrangement, adding the percussive guitar and harmonies and I recorded the melody. With it being a month or so into the first lockdown (April 2020), the whole collaboration was done via WeTransfer and Dropbox. Our recording is quite an unusual treatment of the tune and won’t necessarily appeal to folk purists, but we hope it resonates with some.

‘Running In Sunlight’ released on all music platforms

Today, some 6 months after we did a Bandcamp-only ‘soft release’ of our second album Running In Sunlight, we are following with the universal release on all music platforms, including Apple Music, Deezer, YouTube Music, SoundCloud and Spotify. We’d like to thank everyone who’s supported the album so far and, if you’re hearing it for the first time, we hope you enjoy it too!

For all links to the album: https://album.link/s/6tSNppzQ5VbKiKnqzENnYv

We did an interview with Virginie Onephithak at Thread. regarding the album’s content, the production process, the music business and what life lessons we’ve learnt from the last year.

Thread. interview: https://www.threadofficial.com/stories/sandtimer-running-in-sunlight.

Sandtimer Selects: Laura Veirs – ‘The Panther’

This is the sixth post in a blog series called ‘Sandtimer Selects‘, to which we’ll be adding a new song every week or so. You can find all the posts so far here.

In 2016, we embarked on our first tour of Canada. The whole idea materialised slowly; hours spent in front of a computer searching for venues and opportunities with a lot of emails sent out into the void. We leapt at the gig offers we got despite the itinerary not making much logical sense. But an eight hour drive didn’t seem like a big deal when it was over sprawling prairies and through epic mountain ranges.

Just before we left for the trip, I saw an article in The Guardian about a concept called ‘cosmic Americana’, which included artists such as William Tyler, John Fahey and The Weather Station. Given the landscapes we would be driving across, the timing of this article seemed somewhat serendipitous so I bought a couple of albums off Bandcamp with this general vibe to take with us.

The landscapes of North America and that kind of music sit well together. There’s a sense of musical space and rawness in the tracks which mirror the geography and wildness of so much of the land. It makes me imagine long drives to dusty basement studios in the middle of nowhere, or a café stop a few days into a tour. Living in the UK, which has every yard accounted for and is pretty compact, I find that this music transports me to an America that may not really exist outside of the imagination but is, nevertheless, a powerful and appealing romance.

The intangible essence of ‘cosmic Americana’ manifests in a beautiful song I stumbled upon recently. ‘The Panther‘ by Portland-based artist Laura Veirs is a musical setting of a poem by Rainer Maria Rilke. It’s a delicate and wistful song backed by fingerpicked, chiming electric guitar. The upward moving chords and gently lulling rhythm convey a yearning for some kind of escape but, continually, the music circles back on itself to the same phrase, echoing the panther ‘pacing in cramped circles’. The music is perpetually hopeful but tinged with sadness and resignation.

I really admired the artist’s unconventional approach to the multi-layered vocal performance. The same line or phrase often lands apart from its double, giving the words an extra resonance. Harmonies glide in and out, shifting the texture of the music from the confines of the room in which the song was recorded to a more expansive landscape.

Listening to this song has been a beautiful, escapist experience at a time of unprecedented confinement. There is also a beautiful ukulele-based setting of the same lyrics which is worth listening to on its own merits. We’ve added it to the ‘Sandtimer Selects’ playlist which is embedded below.

P.S. The beautiful artwork for the release is by Portland-based artist Anisa Makhoul.

RS

Sandtimer Selects: Black Midi – ‘Western’

This is the fifth post in a blog series called ‘Sandtimer Selects‘, to which we’ll be adding a new song every week or so. You can find all the posts so far here.

I first heard ‘Western‘ by Black Midi in the midst of late summer in 2020, a time where the COVID-19 pandemic was at a lull, but uncertainty was rife. No vaccine, experts warning of a second wave, and life was certainly not ‘normal’.

I had come across Black Midi briefly before but hadn’t dug much beyond the surface. Although initially daunted by it, their erratic sound is exactly what I came to like so much about the band. It wasn’t until I heard ‘Western’ however, that I really understood why this band have gained somewhat of a cult following. This song has felt very evocative of that summer, as often happens with music.

‘Western’ has mostly quite indecipherable lyrics, vaguely depicting the story of a band striving to perfect their music and take to the road with it. It starts with a repeated guitar melody that is peaceful, meditative, transporting the listener to a place that feels far away both in time and space. A warm, nostalgic picture, but with an element of unrest. The sharp transition to the middle section drives this, creating an atmosphere that is at once glorious and desperate. For the next four or so minutes, the song goes hard, building and building tension in a way that never feels repetitive, aided by Black Midi’s ability to develop a soundscape. As much as anything, this song is catchy, filled with satisfying guitar licks and wonderful melodic bass playing. Then, as abruptly as the stress arrives, it leaves, returning to the hypnotic first section. Although this song is a healthy 8 minutes long, it feels as though this end section could go on for much longer. A banjo can be heard gliding wistful over the backing, transporting the listener once more to a place of serenity. It is this overall arc that feels so timely in my own discovery of the song, reflecting the way in which we have depended upon our past experiences for hope in this time, and often experiencing rapid shifts between optimism and existentialism. ’Western’ is unlike most other Black Midi songs, but it stands out as a demonstration of the band’s ability for creating an emotional tapestry, as well as of how rewarding experimental rock can be.

ST

We’ve added the song to the ‘Sandtimer Selects’ playlist which is embedded below- you can also find it here.

Wow

Wow, this was our last gig- almost exactly 13 months ago with Folking Around… We are looking forward to doing live gigs again in the (hopefully) not too distant future now. Till then, have a cracking 4 day weekend m8- whoever you are, whatever you do, you have earnt it

Tomorrow, Bandcamp are doing their Bandcamp Friday thing where 100% sale proceeds go to the musicians. So if you feel like making our weekend, feel free to head to the link in the comments below and purchase a copy of our latest album, Running In Sunlight… and also the records of any other musicians you like… I promise you, it’ll make their weekend.

Sandtimer Selects: Ben Howard – ‘What A Day’

This is the fourth post in a blog series called ‘Sandtimer Selects‘, to which we’ll be adding a new song every week or so. You can find all the posts so far here.

It’s spring where, with sudden alacrity, the days lengthen, the trees blossom and the sun steps up a gear. Things can inexplicably feel a bit easier, lighter and more hopeful. Simultaneously, there’s the knowledge that it’s not so long until the days start getting shorter again- that, maybe, spring has happened unnoticed and its beauty has already flown.

With every year of life there’s a growing sense that, yes, there are only so many springs left and that there’s nothing you can do to change that (except the obvious stuff, like try not to smoke, or drink too much, or drive too close to the car ahead). It’s a melancholy, bittersweet feeling, infused by the joy of seeing the world returning to life.

What A Day is from Ben Howard’s soon to be released album, Collections From The Whiteout. For me, it is a really transcendent song and captures that beauty and sadness of time passing and seasons changing.

Great, slightly mental video, too

The song kicks off with a mesh of interlocking, softly chiming acoustic guitars and a resonant, warm bass, drifting between D and C in a mixolydian, somehow timeworn sounding tonality. Gradually, more electric, discordant textures develop, marrying the earthier natural sounds with a more haunting backdrop. It’s the sound of a sunlit field with the occasional big cloud passing over. A striking key change that only becomes clear a few chords in heralds the melancholy, crystallising refrain: ‘where does all the time go?’- a question it feels like the music has already asked.

One of the things it’s easy to forget as a musician when you’re actually trying to create the work (particularly during this 15 month live music drought) is the genuine joy and comfort music can bring. It can so often feel like a favour granted when someone listens to a song, rather than the reciprocal exchange it really is. But hearing a song like What A Day reminds me of the pure healing power music can have, creating a space to ponder and reflect within.

RS

We’ve added the song to the ‘Sandtimer Selects’ playlist which is embedded below- you can also find it here.

Sandtimer Selects : Kurt Vile – ‘Blackberry Song’

This is the third post in a blog series called ‘Sandtimer Selects‘, to which we’ll be adding a new song every week or so. You can find all the posts so far here.

Music is not only dependent on the movement of time to exist, but also on there being someone to hear it. After all, the brain of the listener does a lot of the hard work, decoding the sound waves, working out what instruments are playing, the tone of the music, the rhythm.

Going one step further, appreciation of music can also be influenced by the context in which it’s heard. If you’re slumped at your desk after a hard day of work/procrastination and not feeling especially positive about things, what could otherwise become a life changing, meaningful piece of music may just get discarded and forgotten about. It’s one of the reasons why I think it’s been harder to get into new music over the last year- the enforced monotony of lockdown (or generally just being cautious) means there are fewer new situations, locations and emotions to attach the music you hear to. Without any kind of fresh context, fresh music can feel quite stale as a result.

I first heard Kurt Vile’s ‘Blackberry Song‘ a few autumns ago, slumped at my desk after a hard day of work/procrastination, not feeling especially positive about things. I had some random playlist on in the background but I was not in a receptive mood for new music. What struck me was how Vile’s song seemed to provide its own context- an escapism and yearning somehow contained in the music and the sound itself that transported me somewhere different – or, at least, inspired me to appreciate the place I was.

This unofficial video captures the spirit of the song so well.

For me, the haunting, hypnotic guitar loop, the sparse piano chord and the earthy, fingerpicked acoustic evoke an autumnal melancholy. The harmony of the song seems almost deliberately ambiguous- it’s mostly rooted on a suspended IV chord, only occasionally revealing its minor tonality through fleeting movements up to the vi chord. That continuous lack of harmonic resolution throughout the song results in a sense of possibility and promise- maybe a tinge of melancholy too. The lyrics hazily evoke love, beauty and renewal with references to the passing of time and the seasons.

It’s a beautiful song and I hope you enjoy listening to it (if you ain’t heard it before). We’ve added it to the ‘Sandtimer Selects’ playlist which is embedded below.

RS

Sandtimer Selects : Liz Phair – ‘Shane’

This is the second in a blog series called ‘Sandtimer Selects‘, to which we’ll be adding a song every week or so.

By the time things return to a state of relative normality, there will have been a gap of at least fifteen months between the last gig I attended and the next. It remains to be seen how much we will segment our pre-Covid memories from whatever the future is but, out of all the pre-pandemic gigs I attended, one of my highlights was seeing Liz Phair perform in London in 2019. I almost didn’t go. I was suffering minor whiplash after a dangerous driver wrote off my car the day before. I was in a pretty nervous state but I didn’t want to waste the ticket and I am glad I went.

Liz Phair performing at Islington Assembly Hall, 2019

I first heard Liz Phair’s ‘Divorce Song’ via a DIY cover version on SoundCloud and very quickly moved on to the real thing. The understated storytelling and beautiful open guitar tone reeled me in and I was soon listening to the whole of her debut album, Exile in Guyville, marvelling at the casual chromaticism of the chord progressions, her effortless and characterful singing style and the juxtaposition of the confessional lyrics with a sense of cool, ironic detachment. Just as one does when discovering any music that instantly resonates, I wondered where it had been all my life.

For some reason it took a few years till I was inclined to do another deep-dive into Phair’s music. A vague music media consensus that Exile In Guyville was the peak perhaps explained this reticence but now, having listened many times to Whip-Smart and whitechocolatespaceegg, I don’t know why these other two albums have not been as celebrated as the first- I think they are just as impressive and unique. I am also really excited about the next record which may be appearing quite soon.

Shane‘ is one track from her second album Whip-Smart which would be unlikely to make a gig setlist or ‘best of’ album. It is not trying to be that kind of song. It’s subdued, quiet and sparse in its instrumentation, contrasting with the joyful, brash rock sound of many of Phair’s songs, but it is one of my favourite songs of hers.

Starting with a resigned sigh and an eerily slowed down drum loop, the song narrates a night drive around a city with a journalist (Shane) who is interviewing people the night that war has been declared, presumably the first Gulf War. Fear permeates the song- of the world suddenly changing, of conscription, of the cogs of war crunching irreversibly into motion. The final repeated refrain of the song- ‘you’ve gotta have fear in your heart’- resembles a mantra, although the meaning is ambiguous: is it an imploration- ‘you must have fear’, or a supposition- ‘surely you have fear’?

Whether it’s a declaration of war, an election that goes south, a terrorist attack, a natural disaster or whatever else, the night can be the worst time to take in bad news. You see it appearing in fragments and feel like the only one awake to see it. There’s a jarring mix of pity for, and envy of, the people who have yet to find out- ‘tonight, in bed, sleeping’ and a fear of how that wider discovery the next morning will somehow make the whole thing more real.

‘Shane’, with its almost whispered vocals, the ambiguous ringing guitar chords and ominous bass underpinning it, vividly evokes this night time isolation with a haiku-level economy of lyrics and music.

The refrain at the end continues for nearly 2 minutes- a strangely jazzy melody over a chord progression that never resolves. Although it is accompanied by a crescendo-ing collage of news stations from around the world, the music and lyrics are repeated note for note, without any variation, 25 times. It is an admirably bold decision.

A German musician and philosopher called Christian Friedrich Michaelis wrote a few essays in which he tried to translate Immanuel Kant’s ideas about the ‘sublime’ to music. His general theory is that the sublime in music occurs when it breaks out of the boundaries of the art form to escape what the mind can usually comprehend. On the one hand, the sublime can be achieved by creating music that changes so rapidly and so unpredictably that it baffles the listener into abandoning any grasp of the shape of the music:

“Supposing, let us say, the established tonality suddenly veers in an unexpected direction, supposing a chord is resolved in a quite unconventional manner, supposing the longed-for calm is delayed by a series of stormy passages, then astonishment and awe result and in this mood the spirit is profoundly moved and sublime ideas are stimulated or sustained.”

Alternately (and a lot more prophetically), Michaelis suggests that a composer can repeat a musical idea excessively and achieve a similar transcendence:

“Music’s extension is thus movement in time alone […]. But unmodified identical continuation of musical sounds or chords, or the uniform repetition of these will, if unduly extended, prove unbearable. The ear seeks variety and change. […] Thus the maintenance of one fixed unchanging idea, and the holding and piling up of dissonances are techniques that are employed in music solely for two purposes: either to express the sublime or to intensify the music’s impact and to give it bite; such procedures always cause a certain degree of unrest or pain, which in turn arouses our vital forces and enhances our joy when the unrest is assuaged.

Given that Michaelis wrote this a few years into the 1800s, it would be interesting to know how his theories would apply to pop music, minimalism, dance music, baby shark etc. Repetition caught on a lot more since his lifetime. But even allowing for the increased use of repetition in music of the last century or so, I think the exactness of the repetition in the ‘Shane’ outro, the painstaking detail of it, lifts that moment into the ‘sublime’.

I recommend you listen to this song and, if you haven’t already, Liz Phair’s wider repertoire.

I’ve added ‘Shane’ into the ‘Sandtimer Selects’ playlist embedded below, to which we’ll add a new track every week or so.

RS

P.S. You can hear the original demo of the song here.